Just so you know, Jake Mann, whenever I write an entry that isn't friend's only it's so you can see.
I was dancing when I was eight
I was dancing when I was eight
Is it strange to dance so late?
Is it strange to dance so late?

I danced myself right out the womb
I danced myself right out the womb
Is it strange to dance so soon?
Is it strange to dance so soon?

It's funfny how I wait for dreams all during the day. How dreams are the most real and valid things to me. It is such a disappointment to wake up from dreams.

I'll admit that I think about Daniel a lot. I can't figure out why I love him, and love him so strongly. (Is this what we call being madly in love?) But I read his livejournal and think and think and think and I hate it.

You know that I'm really very fragile ("Because, Celine, I'm a dreamer") and ("Times are hard for dreamers"), but then again, havne't times always been hard for dreamers?
Yes I am a dreamer foremost. I dream of beautiful things that don't exist, and I convince myself that they do. I wait for them, and smile. Or weep. I live in my own world because I can't function normally in the real one.
I have anxiety attacks quite a bit. I had one at work yesterday. I think the only time I'm guaranteed not to have them is when I'm in a play. I don't know why.

I'm very sad because of how alone I feel. Lonely is the primary word I would use to discribe me right now. And by right now, I mean this period, how ever many months this is going to lapse. I know it won't last forever, but that's no solice to me now. What if I die? Death and being Alone are two of my biggest fears; so what if I were to die alone??

Glam rock suits me right now. I should do my make up and put on that wig Matt V. bought me and sing tragic things while wearing furs and glitter.

Just a little love. I just want a little love.

All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away...

Ladies and gentlemen, I'm floating is space.

I danced myself right out the womb
I danced myself right out the womb
Is it strange to dance so soon?
Is it strange to dance so soon?